Q:meet me somewhere 2 talk. y/n. oh, yeah. who am I? just figure it out...
Anonymous
creepy.
holy shit you people you really should unfollow me right now why are you even following me
tgif #2
# J. is offended because he thinks i think i can’t talk to them(basically him and a bunch of christians over 20) about anything.
#3 I feel evil because what if J. did not want to walk me home (after flirting with me the whole evening? i certainly am the most insecure person on the planet) but i asked him to and i guess he couldn’t say no, because, well, i would have gone home and cried* and he’s just too nice. *that was my way of asking S. to dance with me on this 8th grade prom thingy: if you don’t dance with me now i’ll go home and cry. it was everything i do i do it for you and it happened to be the last song, too.
#4 I feel like this whole i<3J. thing (i.e. me convincing myself that i like J.) has to do with something S. said after this prom thingy which was on the 10th. Actually, he said 2 things, and none of them would have bothered me if he hadn’t said the other thing as well:
a.) J. doesn’t like children.
b.) J. likes I.
i just want to prove S. wrong soo bad. i mean, I. is my ‘best friend’ but she’s blonde and dumb and 14. And S. says things he isn’t supposed to way too often and knows things he isn’t supposed to and i want him to see that just this once he’s wrong.
tgif #1
# apparently i’m interested in the fact that J.
is interested in me. it was much more complicated when he said it, and he got confused a few times while saying it, but that’s just the kind of effect i have on people. B.
and L. can confirm that
Christians traditionally believe that Jesus was born of a virgin,[10]:529–32 performed miracles,[10]:358–59 founded the Church, rose from the dead, and ascended into heaven,[10]:616–20 from which he will return.
doesn’t it sound absurd to, like, every fucking person on this planet?
I find the whole business of religion profoundly interesting. But it does mystify me that otherwise intelligent people take it seriously.
as far as he’s concerned, i could be ten years old.
i’m so predictable.
Another night
waiting for someone to take me home*…
like, i know i’m not gonna say anything, not on facebook, and now i feel retarded for even wanting to say something on facebook, and for thinking that i would. like, he’s 28, why the fuck would he not ignore me? why the fuck would he not think i’m an idiot? because he’s a christian?
RIGHT.
maybe i’m a whiny little bitch and there’s something there are a lot of things wrong with my logic:
if he takes this girl home, who is in my class, and is less prettier and funnier and cuter than me and i don’t live that far away from her, why wouldn’t he take me home too?
maybe he doesn’t give a damn whether i have to walk 1500 feet. why would he. jerkk.
*i’m discussing the meaning of ‘take me home’ with myself right now. take me home where? your home or my home? boring. still, can’t wait for the day when he takes me home and my dad is right outside the door, taking a totally innocent walk while waiting for me. what? what am i doing? with my life? of course i can’t take care of myself. but he will. he’s 28. he totally won’t let me en up naked in his bedroom. daaad. did i say something inappropriate? daddy issues? never heard of that.
why can i never say the things i want to
how can a 19/20 year old girl date this 14/15yr old guy from my class?
i can’t imagine me with someone who isn’t at least 20* years older than me.
*jk, actually 7. i’m soo looking at you, agnostic theist/blogger/idiot. and at least 10 other guyz with ages between 22-28 from the same christian group worshipping a god that i don’t believe in and i’m almost positive that half of those people don’t either or at least i’d like to think so. i have no business there, discussing whatever things they discuss, looking at them from an entirely different angle: does free will exist because how else would adam and eve do something they weren’t supposed to(maybe god was making a movie) or does it not exist because the bible and some guy martin luther said so and we believe him?
Hello, A. L.
…And what do you think your agnostic theism would say about you? That we have absolutely no idea whether or not a god exists but i’m gonna pick one at random no wait i’ll pick the one that people around me believe in, because it’s easier that way and then i’ll pretend he exists and pray to him and sing and discuss him in a christian youth group (??? or whatever) and even be admin of this group’s facebook page because i’m smart and the priest/pastor/wahtever likes me for some reason (aka i pretend that it is much more likely that god exists)?
seriously know why the fuck is everyone in a relationship so suddenly.
FUCK YOu. you people are boring me. and you aren’t even posting a thousand pictures of you and mystery girlfriend/boyfriend with quotes from songs that actually mean that you hate him/her if you listen to the whole song.
most played songs on playlist
1.abba - does your mother know
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN WHEN YOU GIVE ME A FLASH OF THAT SMILE,
BUT GIRL YOU’RE ONLY A CHILD
WELL I CAN DANCE WITH YOU HONEY
IF YOU THINK IT’S FUNNy
DOES YOUR MOTHER KNOW THAT YOU’RE OUT?
2. hole -skinny little bitch
YOU’D BE OH SO DUMB TO FUCK WITH ME
‘CAUSE BABY YOU’RE MUCH TOO YOUNG TO END UP WITH ME
for some reason i am convinced that everyone is singing about me.
oh, and who else was sure that Agnetha was evil and she wanted everyone to love her and not Frida, but Frida was smart and she knew that some people are gonna love her more because some people NEED to have a different oppinion and are too stubborn to agree with everybody else and also, they know that Agnetha is evil.
my life is so sad right now
